today i got a complement from a lady she said to me ‘congratulations not only are you absolutely stunning, your brillient’ now that lady must really have been smoking something because although it made me smile, it also made me think if I’m stunning how come i don’t see it, and how come guys don’t want me, and I’m literally one of the 2 virgingirls my age left, the only conclusion i could come to is my weight. fuck my life. i just cant wait for my body to be amazing, i cant wait to feel that feeling of accomplishment once i reach my goal weight <3